You ever feel like you get a little extra money, run into a few bonus bucks somewhere -- and then something happens right away to just suck it right out of your hands? Has it gotten to the point where you can't even take the anxiety of having extra money, and you just wonder what the hell's gonna happen? You play lottery? I won't play it. Uh-uh, too risky. If I won the lottery, $8 million worth of sh*t would happen to me.